My days definitely consist of way too much work on the computer. So it is really nice to have something motivating me to create “work” that gets me off the screen.
I am wondering whether to continue posting the “postcards” here or not. I enjoy the mystery of putting myself out there and not knowing what affect it has on others. Most of my cards go out, and I do not know what the recipient thinks of it, how their day was affected by getting my little piece of mail… mystery! intrigue! drama! chaos!
i similarly wonder if any strangers come across our little blog. I am not one who knows how to find random blogs myself, so sometimes it’s nice to ponder what a stranger makes of this one.
anyway, the rain has been giving more indoor time (fitting to start experimenting with watercolor) so here are a few more:
since 54 is mostly words, here is the text:
“shared a smile with a stranger as he crossed the street in front of me. He walking a bike with neon pink bike tape but my smile reflected the dog peeking from the bike basket. The man wearing chef pants-maybe he shared my love for cooking- (my current coping outlet)- more likely the pants, unmatched, were found and free.
I have been getting lost, taking wrong turns to new streets. I feel so disconnected from this place I can’t get grounded.
Found my way back and passed a man in nurse’s scrubs. He carried the saddest face as he continued walking.
I keep driving, I share these emotions with strangers.
I should be home and able to share these feelings with those I know.
Instead I am lost.”