For me this project has been not about the 100 goal (though it does feel good to have discipline about something, proof that I can have dilligence and commitment to something…)
Rather- it’s been the self-awareness that comes from each piece. letting go of each piece, yet reflecting on each one after it’s sent off.
These most recent pieces have been a reminder of this because I have been in debate about posting them here. I do not like them. They don’t make sense, and I feel weird having them be the ones showing the “I made it to 100!” post. (see how much judgement I have!)
Which brings me to the fact that it’s important to post them. They are a brutal reminder that I am lacking balance (lately). I started $working$ again and suddenly the things that really make me feel like me seem to lose importance. Yoga, creative outlets, doggy, friends.
I want to know when I can be working and supporting myself the way I must, but also be in balance with the things that really feel like me?
SO- I post these pieces as a reminder of the importance of creating, even when my creative energy is being squandered by the stress of working life. In time, with practice, the two will be in tandem. I believe.
Thank you friends for this project. There’s always multiples of 100.
#105 “i just might write you a poem,but i wont send it to you”